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Monday, April 11, 2011 @ 11:09 AM



instrumental songs that bring out the deepest thoughts.



hi guys! i know it's been loooong!
haha i think people thinks it's dead.. but oh wells.. this is a site just to express my thoughts and views i guess?

well.. lotsa things have happened since the last post.

DPA PPP and SDP. all in all, it was fun and enjoyable.. yet i still cant get used to it.
has staying in HSC been a little too.. long for me to learn to adapt to something new? :(
well.. all i can say is that the new TP students that i met up with are no doubt fun people.. but they give a different feel to what HSC ppl give.. it just seems all too different. which of course, makes me miss the 4e1 people A LOT!

that's why i dont want to miss any opportunity to meet up with the e1 peeps during class outing etc! maybe it's a way to get back into the comfort zone. but how much comfort can i get now anyway? everyone's starting a new "life" in their new schools! new subjects (which are TOTALLY different from mine) and new friends.. sometimes, talking to them can be a little difficult due to the differences.. kinda sad yea? sigh~

sometimes, looking back into the past seems so great. sometimes, you never wish that time would past. sometimes, you think that it's okay to go back to the past even if it meant studying like crazy all over again. I seriously don't mind! i just wish that things can be like the past.. yea okay.. i can be a bit selfish here.. oops sorry? but i'd really like to go back to the past when we have so much more things in common than nowwww. when the differences are getting larger/wider! :(

sometimes, i wonder if i've made the wrong choices. what is right and what is wrong? is there a clear line that defines right and wrong, just like white and black? or is there a "grey" in between? the one that says maybe you're right, but also wrong? and am i regretting whatever decisions i've made?

I guess all i know is that sometimes, i can be afraid of what happens in the future. what happens 1 hour after that, 1 day, 1 month, 1 year after that! afraid that i wont get along with people. afraid that even the closest friends i have will get distant as time pasts. afraid that people forget. afraid that things will be totally different. and i guess it's not wrong to be afraid. it's moving on, starting all over again and accepting the fact that things change.. that's what matters most.

Yet, is that possible for me?

I really don't know.

All i can say is that i'm still clinging on the past. not fully, but partially clinging on to what i used to have. hoping that somehow, things can be similar.. familiar! maybe it will happen, maybe not. who knows?

Moving on.

That's it.

Moving on.




what's my next move?