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Tuesday, January 4, 2011 @ 10:42 AM Gravity pulling me down down down. feeling the weight, the pressure. how i wish i could feel the fears and burdens being lifted up. wow. it's finally 2011.. 1st day of school. but ehre i am at home.. waiting for CHALET! haha! i kinda miss going to school. always ending up at the foyer with the prefects early in the morning. 1st-day-of-school days are usually the fun ones. get to say HI to people again. laugh at the stupidest things that happen. catch up with people. feel a little more "senior" :P get to do new duties (patrolling sec1 area is FUN cuz they are soooo quiet!) darn i wish i can see the sec1s. haha! i wanna meet all the new juniors! of prefectorial board and band! esp my tuba juniors! OMG i'm an alumni now. honestly, i don't like that. alumni makes me feel old. outdated. sheesh! well.. school days are over for me. venturing into poly life. TOTALLY new! couldnt wait for this day last year. but yet, i'd rather 2010 repeat itself again. i miss those times we laugh at anything in class. make fun of our teachers. tease one another! work together as a class. go through thick and thin. do physics and nothing but physics (yes. i DO miss lesson time!) im already forgetting so many things. binomial thrm, differentiation, integration.. ahahah but physics is like.. unforgettable. scary! hope all the teachers are doing well in school. really REALLY miss then ttm! sigh. oh wells. chalet later. im gonna make use of my time. my last moment together as a class. i miss them. no doubt. i'll just pray that my 2 days with the class will be the best days ever! hope to see the teachers again. hope to talk to them as friends. hope to have fun. to just PLAY. to be a kid again. to be myself. been feeling rather detached from the HSC ppl after all. i want to connect with these people again. to remind myself that all those things that happened in the past, were not merely dreams. they ARE REAL. i have wonderful friends. i thank God for that. new life, new story. |