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Sunday, January 30, 2011 @ 2:48 AM well, i guess lotsa my friends have been wondering why im still blogging.. well, it's just a way of relieving stress and to say what i feel/think i guess? anyway, been feeling rather... weird.. like its all ended.. which is tentatively true. everyone's starting school.. fine. MOST of my friends started school already.. in JCs i mean XP and it kinda feels lonely. well.. like i said.. i really miss my friends. just can't let go, can i? haha maybe this is just me. have you ever had such moments when you just remember a scene from the past that made you laugh.. or smile? and while remembering it, you just seem to "replay" those moments. and then you start smiling again (well, make sure you don't so that in public.. ppl may think you're weird) sometimes, i just wish that i can re-live those moments. just for the joy it gives! well, a smile keeps me happy right? and it adds joy and colour to my life! i just wish those moments could reappear as a dream.. so it's neither real, nor false! but it add joy somehow...? i guess? gah! watched Liar Game jap drama series.. and yes it's amusing AND interesting.. but what, i guess, this drama makes me feel is that.. we may think that in this world, there's so much hurt and doubts that we choose not to believe in people. we think that believing in others will eventually cause us, ourselves, harm.. yet, believing in others can also change the whole thinking. if we ALL choose to believe in one another, ans trust each other, then where would all the hurts and doubts manifest from? gahh i dont know how to phrase properly... ermmm... JUST GO AND WATCH IT! to me, i feel that it's really worth the time! haha you'll get what i mean :D IF you choose to watch it till the end ^^ well.. there's more i can say but it's 3AM! gotta sleep! don't wanna turn into a panda! haha! :P GOODNIGHT/MORNING! :P to doubt and be doubted? Labels: liar game |