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Tuesday, January 11, 2011 @ 11:04 AM so many secrets to keep. so many things to keep quiet about. will i ever give them away? will you ever know? heyo! yes! results are out! and joy overflows! im so happy! im more than satisfied bah? :D got what i wanted! well, went to school early with my sec2 friends jsut to play! ^^ so happy to see the teachers again! ahahaha! loved their shocked expressions when they saw us in school THAT early! played table-tennis (4e1's specialty) AGAIN! ahhhh the fun and joy! :D then the nervous parts when the results arent out yet. we kept on asking our teachers for the results.. lol? nervous, anxious, afraid.... yeappx. we all felt that way. it's the norm~ then, the results! *scary music* it wasn't what we expected? mostly lower than the national results.. but well, what can i say? we're in a batch of smart people! haha! they announced the results.. and those who did exceptionally well! OMG top scorer with full A1s! so proud of him! so happy and joyful for him! really, he's worked hard for the results, and he definitely deserved them! ahahahahahha! totally cheered and screamed for those who did so well! (well.. except for this guy. but i shall remain silent. it's our school thing) ^^ but then, the sad part came! imagine yourself doing so well.. you want to spread the joy. you want your friends to be happy WITH and FOR you. you want to celebrate with them. and you realise... you're the exception! suddenly, people around you started crying. meeting below their expectations. and i can't do anything about it! the main point is, I CAN'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT! and it saddens me to be out of the group. i'd rather score slightly worse and be able to sit in with the group. i'd rather be able to stand there and not feel guilty. and it really hurts to see my dear friends cry while i smile.. i truly wish that i could help, but i cant. talking makes things worse. it felt like my presence itself made things worse. i'd never expected it. and i really wish things could be better. well, all is over. there's nothing much i can do now. To all of my dear friends:
IT DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU'VE GOT NOW. THERE'S ALWAYS SOMETHING BETTER FOR YOU. LOOK AHEAD! I BELIEVE YOU'RE ALL GONNA DO WELL! BE POSITIVE. THERE'S ALWAYS UPS AND DOWNS IN LIFE. THIS MAY BE A 'DOWN' TIME FOR YOU. BUT I'M PRETTY SURE THE 'UP' TIMES ARE NEAR! JIA YOU! AND CHASE AFTER YOUR OWN DREAMS AND DESIRES! ALL THE BEST IN YOUR FUTURE ENDEAVORS! it's the well wishes, the genuine love, the confidence, and the faith that pulls a person up and enables him or her to succeed. it worked for me, and it will surely work for you! |