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Thursday, January 20, 2011 @ 12:39 AM fear. everywhere. where's the comfort? darn! i feel like i've been digging my own grave. why does IE say i decline my offer to TP?!?!?!?! DARN! gotta wake up early again tmr. i really REALLY hate this. so many diff problems for me. sometimes i wish i AM a kid and will always be one. then i wouldnt need to settle my own problems. i REALLY hate this feeling.. the fear and all. if only i can go back in time.... all the stupid things that i'll have to do in the future. HONESTLY, i have NO idea what will happen if it's too late. sometimes, i just feel like crying.. i really feel lost here... unsure of the future. i know i've been feeling rather down these few days. it's just too bad that i end my day with horrible stuff! went out eith friends and all these few days and i really enjoy it! why can't i just enjoy a day with my friends. just ENJOY. no problems popping out of nowhere?! yea im whining. gah! if only you can understand me. if only you can walk in my shoes. know how i feel. but does it matter? there's no way you can be me. i'm "me" no matter what. i have to face my own troubles, my own problems, my own life. sometimes,
the only thing we can do is to sit down and wipe away our tears. To assure ourselves that everything will be alright. That's the most we can do. |