An Original Piece of Art.

♥ DeS =] 16 YrS YOUNG D.O.B ~ 9 FeB AqUaRiuS
Ex HaI~SiAn/ (1e3-2e3-3e1-4e1 '10)
BaNd AlUmNi-TuBiSt/ PrEfEcT - AdViSoR/ MemBEr Of E501 <33
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Fun.Laughter.Peace.Joy.Amour.

*~ CHC ANGELS ~*
~~~ E501<3
~~~ N241<3
N241 PiCs<3

AlViRa<3
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ChInG Ye<3
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Tim<3
ViNo<3

*~ CPS ANGELS ~*
~~~ 6/5'06<3

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*~ HSC ANGELS ~*
**♣ 1e3'07---2e3'08 ♣**
~~~ 2e3'08<3

(TUBA)CaSaNdRa<3 ♪♫
GaBrIeL<3
GiNkO<3
(SAXOPHONE)JaSmIn<3 ♪♫
JoNaThAn<3 ♪♫
(TROMBONE)PeI ChIn<3 ♪♫
TiNg HaN<3
WiNsToN<3

**♣ 3e1'09---4e1'10 ♣**
(TUBA)CaSaNdRa<3 ♪♫
ClArIcE<3
FrOnIa<3
JoNaThAn<3
ReGiNa<3
WiLfReD<3
(EUPHONIUM)ZaRiEl<3 ♪♫

** ♥♪♫ band ♫♪♥ **
~~~ HSC BaNd<3 ♪♫

(TUBA -- ALUMNI)BeI Xi<3 ♪♫
(CLARINET)ChArMaInE<3 ♪♫
(TUBA--ALUMNI)DaNiEl<3 ♪♫
(SAXOPHONE--ALUMNI)Ee HeRn<3 ♪♫
(BASSOON -- ALUMNI)JoNaThAn<3 ♪♫
(TUBA)LiZa<3 ♪♫

** prefects **
~~~PrEfEcTs <3

ClArIcE<3
WeE ChIn<3
YuE JiE<3

xx ppl i know from hscs xx
AnDy<3
SaMuEl KwAn<3

*~ FAMILY ANGELS ~*
DeXtEr<3
EnOcH<3
Ke RuI<3
KeViN<3
Tim<3

*~ OTHERS ~*
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I Can Read<3
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Mr Toh's Pic album<3

BlOgGeR<3

just received application forms for my new school.
super pissed!
dateline's by tomorrow and i have to do everything by today!
ahhh!
got super stressed and fed up.
i HATE ADMIN work.

Ohh im so grateful for my friends and seniors who are there for me.
for their encouragement and help!
if not, i don't know who to consult with. (english error i think?)

but as i was talking to my friend,
i realised something.
what if i'm seen in a bad light?
what if my "friends" see me differently from who i really am?
as someone who takes the place of another student in need of the course?
after all, i can easily get into a JC.
why go poly?
i'm afraid people will judge me not from who i really am,
but what i've achieved.
my distinctions. my points.
i don't want people to assume that i'm someone else.
i want them to know ME as MYSELF.
i dont want to boast, and i'm not going to boast about it.
but what can i do to avoid those awkward convos about results?
after all, all those whom i've already known for a while are slightly "pissed" with the fact that i've DPA-ed and yet, get a good score.
what more a stranger whom i've not even met?
i AM afraid.
i AM afraid of what i'll get once i start school.
those stares.
or even the neglects i'll receive.
the "get lost" looks.
something i've already felt in pri school.
and i assure you i DON'T want to feel that again.
HSC has really brought life to me.
and somehow, i just can't seem to let go of my grip onto the HSC life.
it's just the life i've always wanted! you see...