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Friday, November 19, 2010 @ 6:21 PM TERRIFIED You, by the light Is the greatest find In a world full of wrong You're the thing that's right Finally made it through the lonely To the other side You set it again, my heart's in motion Every word feels like a shooting star I'm at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in love And I'm terrified For the first time and the last time In my only life And this could be good It's already better than that And nothing's worse Than knowing you're holding back I could be all that you needed If you let me try You set it again, my heart's in motion Every word feels like a shooting star I'm at the edge of my emotions Watching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in love And I'm terrified For the first time and the last time In my only I only said it 'cause I mean it I only mean 'cause it's true So don't you doubt what I've been dreaming 'Cause it fills me up and holds me close whenever I'm without you You set it again, my heart's in motion Every word feels like a shooting star Watching the shadows burning in the dark And I'm in love And I'm terrified For the first time and the last time In my only life In my only life ////////////////////////////// I'm terrified. maybe.. i AM terrified now actually.. not in the lovey way (as shown in the song) i AM working all alone... nobody i know :C of course im terrified. no one i can really rely on for help. and if i screw anything.. that's kinda like not good. somehow, it seems a little unfair.. but what's done, is done. there's nothing else i can do right? regrets... i don't know. im not the type of person who's all hyper and all.. when im with strangers (i mean EVERYONE's a stranger) i tend to be quiet. like the shadow, the one that gets un-noticed. 1 thing im terrified of is to go back to the past when i am too quiet.. that it becomes a bother... a BIG problem. that's a life i AM terrified of really. lonely isnt good for the health :C and i don't know if i can get along with ANYONE! im a shy type of person. (crazy only when i know you) sometimes, i wish that the world isnt so big after all.. i wish that it is smaller. that i know many ppl.. that everyone knows me. i wish that there ARE people i can trust. well.. not when EVERYONE's NEW! yes i AM SCARED! yea i know it's kinda like something ppl will laugh at. but it's true for me. i fear loneliness! D: sigh... if only... i am terrified of being lonely. |