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Monday, July 12, 2010 @ 9:50 PM we've got less than a 100 years to live! live life meaninfully! What to do in the wilderness...? i wonder why i am able to reflect so much these few days. honestly, i really liked sat svc msg.. about the wilderness.. so many times, we encounter problems and start complaining and whining (okay.. that's just me.. i hope), asking why things are like that. we (when i say we... mostly referring to me) always think of our circumstances.. and not what we can gain from them.. then, there's the feeling of giving up. the feel of just turning back. but what i learnt is that if we turn back, we cant gain anything.. think of it this way.. you start the journey with nothing but a destination.. where you KNOW you're gonna get something back. halfway through, you give up and turn back. don't we end up gaining nothing at all.. but we ended up losing our time. our precious time? but in all things, rejoice. Not FOR all things, but IN all things. im still trying to learn this part. rejoice IN SPITE of your circumstances. because i believe that everything is a nd will be okay.. and there's nothing to fear actually.. (still learning to grasp this part) since we will not get any difficulties beyond our abilities. yea.. we might meet certain problems that'll pull us down. but that's the purpose of it. to build our character. to build our trust. (and still learning this part too) to let us GROW! the most important part is.. am i willing to put ALL my trust in Him? (which i am still learning) and do i have the correct attitude? (maybe i'm not there yet) if not, i'm pretty sure my destination will be a little further ahead. but no doubt, i'll get it one day! it's a little.. you can say..promise? :D yea.. anyway, i hope that through this process of growing, i can be a better person. honestly, from what i've known, i've definitely grown since the childhood times (not only physically, but in many other aspects). KEEP ON GROWING! "if i've already made up my mind, why do i still feel this way? :C it ain't fair!" |