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Sunday, July 11, 2010 @ 10:47 PM sometimes, i wonder what it really feels like... ... i wonder what my future will be like... i wonder if my dreams will ever become reality... whether my wishes will be heard... whether they will come true... REFLECTION..
just been thinking.. today's a rather "my own time" kinda day. spent most of today by myself. was at home studying phy.. just reading through the textbk.. fin reading 9 chapters. and i really wonder about my interior designs. i realised through my little designs, what i really want in my life. "stunning" discovery? maybe.. maybe not? it's just that.. maybe i just didnt consciously know.. what i really want is just a place where.. it makes me feel all relaxed. where work and personal time just don't cross each other. a space where people just come, sit down and relax. where they don't have to care about what is happening in the outside world. it's a place where people can come and just pour their hearts out if they wanted to. a place where people can come together and just fellowship. it encourages people to get to know more about others. it's a very "open" place. yet, it's a place that feels so safe. where you can just lie down and not feel afraid of anything. as if you are protected. where you can really, really be yourself without feeling awkward... No. it's not the place that i want, that will make me feel all these. it's the "Me" that i want to feel like this. whatever i draw reflects what i really want in ME. truly, maybe what ever you do reflects your life, your characters, your desires. what ever that you put your heart into doing really shows a lot about you. i wonder if people will look at my drawings and really know more about Me just by looking at them. i wonder if i can create an environment that is "Me". where people can just walk in and feel what i want to feel. it's just like talking without talking. i wonder if i can really do so. just thinking and thinking... reflecting and reflecting... time spent alone is really good. sometimes, being alone is the best thing anyone can have.. i wonder when can i ever feel so relaxed again. after Os? maybe... maybe... "with what little creativity I have, making little gifts look lovely and pretty. putting my heart and soul into making them. knowing all the time and effort is worthwhile. Because I believe it's a gift from God to me.
To bless THEM, To let THEM know that THEY are so special. that everything is just for THEM. simply because THEY are so special to HIM. simply because YOU are so special to Me <3" |