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Sunday, July 18, 2010 @ 9:30 PM "I've been putting on a mask
and I will continue to do so. No one can see me. Only myself. Who benefits? Neither. Who loses out? No one. maybe it's safer this way. Maybe. it's a risk too huge to gamble on." ![]() how sad. have you ever wondered why you can't find certain things when you really need or want it. but it's just THERE when you least realise that you "need" it? it's just like that. and you feel like just going "ARGH! THIS IS FRUSTRATING!!" maybe this is what im feeling. What am i finding? well.. it's a little secret :] well.. you gotta be a little bit quiet at times! ^^ but really.. when you cant find it.. it's like.. saddening. it shows how much you don't treasure things around you. i mean.. what's the point in knowing that you have to treasure them. it doesnt really work in real life. you always realise how much something is worth to you, AFTER losing it/them. and it's just frustrating. if i had treasured it a little more. haix. "Nothing is too late" i wonder where this came from. just pop-ed out in my head. i wonder how true this is. can all things be early? on time? or is it that we think we are too late. everything is predestined. it's just whether you are willing to walk on your "life's road".. the journey, long or short. whether you are willing to take every step forward without fear. Stay happy always. how seemingly impossible to do so. No matter how hard you try. Isn't this unfair? Yet we do it all the time. |