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Friday, May 14, 2010 @ 9:55 PM I am going away for a while But I'll be back don't try and follow me 'Cause I'll return as soon as possible See I'm trying to find my place And it might not be here where I feel safe We all learn to make mistakes And run from them, from them With no direction We'll run from them, from them With no conviction 'Cause I'm just one of those ghosts Traveling endlessly Don't need no roads In fact they follow me And we just go in circles Now I'm told that this is life And pain is just a simple compromise So we can get what we want out of it Would someone care to classify Our broken hearts and twisted minds So I can find someone to rely on And run to them, to them Full speed ahead Oh you are not useless We are just Misguided ghosts Traveling endlessly The ones we trusted the most Pushed us far away And there's no one road We should not be the same But I'm just a ghost And still they echo me They echo me in circles ////////////////// standing up once again! hi! in wonder how can still be so cheerful! hmm.. okay..results results results.. everyone's talking bout it. sheer UTTER disappointment OR for those lucky ones, a cheerful smile! which am i? im like in between.. neither happy nor sad. but still extremely determined. NO WAY ARE THESE RESULTS GONNA PULL ME DOWN MANNNN!!! results dropped quite badly. a little bit demotivated. had a very very sad face in class today. BUT IM SMILING NOWWW (and im not crazy. dun worry!) i guess.. maybe things just don't happen. life ain't a bid of roses ya know. there are ups and downs. you walk, trip and fall.. you start to bleed. and it HURTS! but what do you do next? will you continue to stay where you are and cry? or will you look ahead, stand up and continue walking? thought sometimes it may HURT so badly that you feel like giving up, but just continue. persevere. DON'T stop! because if you stop, you'll never reach your dream(S). and don't look at the wound! look ahead. okay.. maybe you can look at your wound to look at the mistakes you've made that caused you to fall.. but don't dwell on it. and even if you've put in you greatest efforts, maybe your results juts don't seem to show it. it seems like you've really pushed yourself to ttm but yet you obtain seemingly undesirable results. and ppl who don't seem to study as much.. just seem to be doing better than you! but don't feel upset or disappointed and then, give up. NO NO NO! whatever you've sown, you'll reap in due season. (as quoted from enoch) whatever seeds you've sown, there will be weeds that'll grow (weed = disappointments, hard times etc) sometimes, these weeds are like SUPER weeds! very hard to get rid of them. and you keep on getting rid of them while continuing to sow more and more! sometimes, they can be so overwhelming that you decide to give up! then all the seeds you've sown will be wasted! wouldnt it? but even with all these weeds, we CHOOSE to continue working hard. harder and harder and HARDER, one day, our seeds will germinate and grown into crops. and there you go! a bountiful harvest (haha am i using the write english structure thingy) the principal of sowing and reaping? (wow.. okay.. these are seriously just a way for me to encourage myself.. but i hope it'll encourage you guys too!) hmm.. so yea.. i CHOOSE not to give up! I WILL DO WELL FOR THIS! O LVLS! YOOOUUUU WATCH OUT! I'LL BE EVEN MORE DETERMINED TO OWN YOU!!!! ^^ don't be discouraged people! and for those smart ones! XP bleh! continue keep up the good work LAH~ haha! *it ain't worth it!* |