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Tuesday, March 9, 2010 @ 10:07 PM   The Total Opposite hey.. how weird it is..that things can suddenly change without prior notice.. yester, i was all happy and cheerful.. today im SOO tired and just simply sad! D: anyway.. started the day bad.. was doing duty but got "accused" for talking to a student although i was telling them to keep quiet.. well.. this simply shows how bad it is.. i mean our reputation... how much it has changed from like.. a few years ago till now.. OMG.. D': didnt bother to explain.. just kept quiet and let the misunderstanding be a misunderstanding.. then it was just so.. i dunno.. GAH! wth did i even bother doing anything! nothing's gonna change now.. why bother?????? then lessons... as per norm.. PE was extremely tiring.. 2.4 running today... after that there was an accident.. so yea.. stopped early... but it's okay now (thank God!) band wasn't at all pleasant i guess.. not in a very very happy with things... and oops? i think i went overboard.. mann.. i guess it took me THIS long to realise that im not good at mentoring AT ALL... and i simply CAN'T teach or handle people! in short - i suck so badly! D: *sigh...* maybe i should just stop doing this... another good reason (a possibility) why i cant get promo.. and neither do i want it anyway now although it's too late..! i cant handle people.. i can't mentor people.. darn.. sooo sooooooooo NOT happy today! how i wish i can live every day like an ordinary day. a day without anger, sadness, disappointments, a day without happiness, excitement, hyper-activeness.. a day that's just emotionless... then i wont know what's happy or sad... then i won't have this thing called "feeling". But this wouldn't be called "life"! it'll be called "lifeLESS"! i want to LIVE a LIFE! i want to live to the FULLEST! |